Time to stop thinking for a moment

I want to make the best outcome possible, but I have gotta recognise that there is no best outcome. There can only be a happy outcome.

To reach this happy (best) outcome, we need our heart to be involved, instead of locking it up. We need not plan or consider the circumstances so much (or even at all). Sometimes, when one thinks too much in making the best outcome possible, about whether he is doing something at the right time or place or in front of the right people, he is actually not in the right track of making this happy outcome. This is because he could tend to inhibit his heart from participating in the process as his brain formulates and searches for the best scenario to execute.

I feel very loved tonight. Partly is because there are people out there who care for me, give in to my shortcomings (my impulsiveness, emotional inhibition, insensitivity etc), there are people who miss me. I also found out that I have the ability to love. I have always wanted to love and cherish those whom I care for, but I tend to do it in the wrong ways. The loving and cherishing may even seem absent half the time. I have thought before of the greatest ways to love someone and make the person's day. Much planning and thinking have been involved. However, it takes several knocks for me to find out that simply saying how I feel and just doing what I want to is good enough. Words are powerful but actions still speak louder than words.

It will take time for me to slowly unlock my heart. It could take an instant, or a lifetime. However, I know that the progress along the way will keep me going. The support which I will get will also be my impetus. I have to thank dearie for being there all along. Previously I have worried about letting her experience this transition phase with me. The transition period is bumpy but every step is worth it. Thank you for being there dearie.

SG