Post on Post-recess wk

Recess week was GREAT!! I spent recess week by clearing GREAT amounts of work.. Hellish one.. Hardly any recreation was enjoyed, except my visit back to MOE, the occasional meet-ups for tea etc. The rest: Social work visits, ESSAYS! A bloody Psych test which I hardly studied for and probably wont get a "A" for (It's my freaking major somemore la).

Life has been a real PITA AFTER recess week. I found out that I still have lots of backlog.. So much so that there is a log behind my back, tts y its called backlog wat. Duh rite.. Its really serious and for ppl who miraculously think Im surviving, even thriving, I really dun think so.....

I can find myself more irritable now and hardly in the mood for many things. I hardly go out and choose to stay at home more.. I think certain friends can tell that this is happening. My drive for work is completely different now. A different kind of nerd has got into me. The kind who is bor chup enough about work to go on MSN and talk to ppl I know will keep me online for ages, one of them whom I probably wont be seeing ever again after this sem despite certain vibes in her.

Life is such an ass now... Things that I want arent going my way.. I think. Maybe its just an exaggeration. I think I spend too much time brooding over one piece of work, hoping to perfect it. Thus neglecting the rest. This is a stupid behaviour and I really gotta get rid of it. Meanwhile, much as I appear to be real stressed out and everything, dun worry. If I can spot the problem and I know its there, it will be gone de. Just depends when...

Again I think its my expectations playing tricks on me.. And the pile up of commitments, now with driving... At least projects are coming to an end and I need not give tuition anymore.. Hope that clears my schedule.

Some things in life are so enjoyable. Brings us back to days of hedonistic folly. But such things really gotta wait. Even if u may never see them again.. Meanwhile I gotta find the right nerd to make friends with....