On introspection, I just realised that despite all the tests a person has to go thru in his/her life, there's one test which we are undergoing 24/7.. The test of patience. Think about it... So far I have not thought of a rebuttal that can refute this claim.
I also just discovered that my drivng test (yes its the retest) is on 7th December. And my last exam (which happens to be an essay based exam so I still gotta study for it) is on 4th December..
I think Im so gonna fail my driving test la... Cos I wont have time, and definitely not the spirit to practise for it. And I doubt there's enough time for post-exam trauma rehabilitation ie to chill after exams, or to weep and cry that Im gonna do badly and everything.. But of cos thats just a worst case scenario.
And I have also realised that my IPPT for reservist is due like before my next bday. Ew.. Thats another test.. I think I will just fail it, or as my friend suggested (I wonder how true it is), that army IPPT test can be deferred till we leave uni. I SO HOPE that is the case. I cant run to save myself from a rabid dog la (Ok that was definitely an exaggeration). U get the point, I cant run. I rather swim fifty rounds (untimed) than run (timed) within fifteen minutes. Basically the bracketed words explain why I hate such physical tests.
I think I will just go for the deferment shit, forgo the possible 400 I can get, provided I train, and just laze my 4 yrs by.
Life is full of tests.. I rather take the mental or emotional ones other ppl are going thru than my own physical and academic ones. Somehow I think I wont feel so shitty .. But of cos Im speaking from the top of an ivory tower. Life still sucks with all this testing la. Where are the roses?
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